job one day and gone the next

After working at BYU- catering, if i remember right a week when by before i got hired on at moduslink, which was good and steady while it lasted; but now comes the part where i need to actually get something else underway and i didn't do it yesterday or today but it needs to get done! The first step is always the hardest for me unless i know that i am needed and wanted in whatever i try to do~ but its getting to that first step that seems to drag on and on until i finally arrive where i need to.