Time to choose

It was the realization of time and the neutralization of time…

This is the point, that the slump downward or the lifting upward takes place in everyones life. When choices become so important, that like everyone else I've made plans for how I thought my life would go while I was still young; however, unexpected changes continuously occur, I felt left behind and forgotten from myself and those around me. I tried to move on even as the feelings became trapped, building up as certain moments escalated the loss of control. The moments clumbing together, mixing, uncontrollably gathering in sufficating waves; waiting to be slung back towards the surface to regain breath enough to fill my lungs hoping it will be full as the next surgances plunges even deeper. 

It wasn't until more recent with lots of miniture releases and specific choices about returning to what I was taught ...

Cleaning not only my inward self, I've been organizing my outward self. Even as I've been editing the beginning of this post that I wrote multiple years back. I need to now include that the changes have been coming easier but the credit is not mine to take, for I have a friend that has declared that I will not be forgotten, he continues to lift, comfort, love, and he is never closed off. His arms forever open, waiting me to take the single step to be enfolded. He is waiting, the most he asks is "to come unto [him]", so will you?

It is a choice, your choice, I can't make it for you, nor can anyone else! There is multiple blessings promised, even given, as the words have been already previously written, "There is a law... upon which all blessings are predicated- and when we obtain any blessing from God, it is by obedience to that law upon which it is predicated."

I've seen it, even in the lives of those who don't believe as myself. Everything given unto them is a blessing recieved, as much as they have worked hard to invest into those things or items they now have in their lives. By working, they have fulfilled those parts of the law that allows the blessings to flow into the lives of themselves and those around them.

The 2nd Date

We both enjoyed it, first we walked the mall, then headed to barns and noble, to look at different books, had dinner at golden corral which was good. After that we did two rounds of mini golf at trafalga with jessi and her date; i also happen to see my good friend russel there with his wife. But all in all it was a good night to have fun and be together.

job one day and gone the next

After working at BYU- catering, if i remember right a week when by before i got hired on at moduslink, which was good and steady while it lasted; but now comes the part where i need to actually get something else underway and i didn't do it yesterday or today but it needs to get done! The first step is always the hardest for me unless i know that i am needed and wanted in whatever i try to do~ but its getting to that first step that seems to drag on and on until i finally arrive where i need to.

Finished

last night i finished Brisingr, oh what a good book and a 5 day read. and can't wait for the fourth and final book then i am going to add the series to my collection!

In the Hall...

People are every where but to their classes they go, some to the top and others to the bottom. In a rush it seem congested but actually moves in a flow.
Seeing them go up and going down,
they exercise without going to the gym.
Because form building to building they must go, as they don't what to be late for their next class.
And when it is over for the day, they continue to walk, bike or drive to their
home, apartment, or even to a friend.
But when it comes to Homework it is as long as the day, for many have to study.
As it comes to having fun sure they are in a hurry, then in the early hours do they finally sleep, for when class gets boring there is hardly one still to be steadily taking notes.

Differences with the same Goal

So to start out, there are differences we each have individually that make us who we are! As we live through each day life gets harder and harder to survive; nevertheless, we continue to be preserved through the night, to learn more the next day. we continue to have reasons why we do what we do, how we do, and to whom we do but it is no longer enough to just reason our way around, like we owe others something. The only person that i deeply need to remember is Heavenly Father! through His son Jesus Christ, who is our Redeemer, who made a sacrifice giving Himself so we can return to OUR Father, being the only way to Him.
We are different, we each learn differently, each of us has a long way before we can ever say "I'm Perfect" but there are countless times that we want to be viewed as perfect; however, in this life things are always going to be coming to us imperfectly, though we are given a few things that are perfect like the Gospel and church of Jesus Christ for these last days. we are in the last days and He is ever more closer to coming then he was ten years back, but we are given a way to be reminded and to prepare for that special day as it will arrive. So remember who you are and do the work the lord has in store for you as you continue to live as he would want you to live.

Catering at BYU!

I am greatly blessed to have worked there, it was a time for me to fugue myself out and getting to know other people whom I hadn't met before. The great times we caters had.