Time to choose

It was the realization of time and the neutralization of time…

This is the point, that the slump downward or the lifting upward takes place in everyones life. When choices become so important, that like everyone else I've made plans for how I thought my life would go while I was still young; however, unexpected changes continuously occur, I felt left behind and forgotten from myself and those around me. I tried to move on even as the feelings became trapped, building up as certain moments escalated the loss of control. The moments clumbing together, mixing, uncontrollably gathering in sufficating waves; waiting to be slung back towards the surface to regain breath enough to fill my lungs hoping it will be full as the next surgances plunges even deeper. 

It wasn't until more recent with lots of miniture releases and specific choices about returning to what I was taught ...

Cleaning not only my inward self, I've been organizing my outward self. Even as I've been editing the beginning of this post that I wrote multiple years back. I need to now include that the changes have been coming easier but the credit is not mine to take, for I have a friend that has declared that I will not be forgotten, he continues to lift, comfort, love, and he is never closed off. His arms forever open, waiting me to take the single step to be enfolded. He is waiting, the most he asks is "to come unto [him]", so will you?

It is a choice, your choice, I can't make it for you, nor can anyone else! There is multiple blessings promised, even given, as the words have been already previously written, "There is a law... upon which all blessings are predicated- and when we obtain any blessing from God, it is by obedience to that law upon which it is predicated."

I've seen it, even in the lives of those who don't believe as myself. Everything given unto them is a blessing recieved, as much as they have worked hard to invest into those things or items they now have in their lives. By working, they have fulfilled those parts of the law that allows the blessings to flow into the lives of themselves and those around them.